Treat-ment Day

See how It is a treat to go to treatment!! I kind of do enjoy seeing all the friends I have met on Wednesday's it will be strange not to know what's going on with them or how it all turns out. Lot's of nice people and every week I am reminded how lucky I am that it has gone so easy with me. I need to remember to thank God everyday for helping me through this with so much Grace. What a wonderful thing the universe is. I keep reminding myself that "It's all perfect." It is a challenge especially when I think of politics and all the shenanigans. That REALLY gets me and is my biggest challenge not to get angry and cynical and some days I am REALLY angry and cynical and then I have to have a heart to heart talk with myself and remind myself that "it's all perfect" and really none of my business to even have much of an opinion about, better to trust that a higher power of some sort is in control and that that is what faith really is, is just acceptance of "what is" and then playing the scenario out to the finale. The problem is that takes maturity and guts and some days those are in short supply.

I found out from a girl in treatment where to go to have eyelashes attached to my nubs. So I went by today and saw the technician and she said I have enough eyelash nubs for her to do it but she cannot guarantee how long they will stay in cause even the nubs may eventually fall out. But you know me I said go for it so next week when I am done with treatment I have an appointment. So thanks Anna Banana Dodd for suggesting it during your visit, I would not have thought of it otherwise.

Nascar has started and I am loving it. We are going to the Vegas race in a week and a half and I can't wait. I asked the doctors office today to get me a handicap card so we can park in handicap and not have to walk for miles. I have tried to not do the "sick" thing but the way my feet go numb and burn I don't want to hike 2 miles over the rocks which would mean I would have to wear tennis shoes (boo-hiss) instead of cute shoes and as we all know that would never do. So hopefully he will throw down with the handicap card and I can have a reasonable show choice that will not compromise my "white trash shoe collection". Go Gordon..........................................................