Scary Week

Well it seems like I have been to the doctor every day this week. I have had a lump in my right breast for quite sometime but they told me it was just cystic and not to worry about it. Well it really started to grow so now all of a sudden, worry about it! I had a mammogram and a sonogram this week and they are going to biopsy it tomorrow morning. It is scary to think about so I am trying not to. For one thing I am too busy for this BS. Hope the joke is not on me!!! The worst part is I won't find out the results until next Wednesday. It's funny what the mind will do. It was not bothering me at all, although it was getting big enough to be visible, until they told me to worry about it. Now it seems like I can feel it every minute. Weird. Anyway, keep your fingers crossed for me and pray. Life can get interesting sometimes.

We are going to Vegas this weekend and we are going to stay at the Orleans. Our favorite country star Tracy Lawrence is headlining a country show at the Orleans Arena and we are going. Cliff's cousin was coming down this weekend but I guess they cancelled. I need a nice relaxing weekend before next week. Most of my family will be down over labor day for my sister's son, Issac's wedding. It will be nice to see everyone but I am sure hectic.

Mom is coming to stay with us and it will be nice to see her. She seems to be doing pretty good since Dad died but I worry with winter coming and everyone being gone from Garden Valley over the winter. That's a long time to be stuck in 8 ft of snow by yourself. Anyway that's another issue to be dealt with.

So here's my thought for the day. I was driving home from the doctor yesterday and was really starting to get scared etc, when this song came on and I had to laugh. So I am telling myself to hold this thought:

Sounds Like Life to Me
It ain't no fantasy
It's just a common case of everyday reality
Man, I know it's tough, but you gotta suck it up
To hear you talk you're caught up in some tragedy
But it sounds like life to me

Sounds like life to me
It ain't no destiny
Yeah the only thing certain is uncertainty
Ya gotta hold on tight, just enjoy the ride
Get use to all this unpredictability
Cause it sounds like life to me