Daddy's Gone Again

Well Cliff and the girls left this morning. I was pretty much OK for once as it is a short rotation and I am going to Ted's next week to watch the baby for 3 days so I will have something to do but sit here by myself. I did hate to see them leave but that's the breaks of the game in this economy. Just grateful we are making ends more than meet. I am cleaning house and changing sheets and visiting with Charlee. Trying to get everything done. It's always a mess after the kids leave, that's just nature and I don't mind, plus it gives me something to do. Gonna try and rest later. I swear I am going to try and stop taking my pain pills this weekend. I did try and stop last week but I still had a lot of pain in my feet and legs and just could not sleep at night. Wednesday afternoon I stayed in bed all afternoon and evening and when Cliff came in to check on me I was crying. He finally said "You are going to take those pain pills till you don't need them. It's ridicules to lay here in pain when there is an alternative". I guess he's right but I always try to be strong and all that bullshit. Anyway I went back on but he's back at work and I am going to TRY to stop again. I just wish I new why I have this pain in my legs. The doctor has taken ex rays and said everything looks fine but the fact is it still hurts so I don't know. Guess it's to the Internet and try to research it myself.