Double Crap

Well Teddi told me tonight that my side is swollen and I can feel that it is really full of fluid. It feels heavy and numb (kind of or tingly or something) and I can feel the fluid "sloshing" around. It is weird and gross. I finally broke down and just cried. I know I need to go to the doctor tomorrow and not stay the 3rd day and watch Harlee. I am so disappointed. I wanted so badly to help Teddi out and be there. Seems like I can't do anything I want to anymore. Everything just wears me out and I can hardly stand it. I finally cried myself to sleep in Teddi and Donnie's bed and if the situation wasn't bad enough I guess they slept on the couch. I felt so bad as they both had to work in the morning. I don't know why but I have hardly slept since I have been here until last night .